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西班牙一周happy stay，緊接著Make up in Paris巴黎國際彩妝展口譯。Apparently, after a long stay in France, I've forgot so many tiny little things to respect in the universal business norm.

看似風光的B2B彩妝展，時尚圈，彩妝專業知識，自己身為口譯者明顯不足的專業知識來不及建構......，對自己、對整個會場的感受都還有待加強


這兩天在我腦袋裡混亂的思緒中，中英法文的同步及時翻譯逼得我不得不面對現實:該收心了......，想著畢竟是朋友的公司，身為ITI學員要盡力做到最好，同時還身兼導遊規劃巴黎行程，錢雖然難賺但心更難收，身心俱疲可說是目前最佳形容詞......。

如果是一年前的自己，一定會更積極地向法國買家遞名片、爭取面試機會，畢竟彩妝產業代工多數仍在中國，靠著語言優勢，機會很大，但不知為什麼，......始終沒有勇氣。學了那麼多專業知識，累積了那麼棒的語文能力，卻始終懷疑自己的能力，我能做甚麼，我有甚麼學歷去跟別人競爭?

機會來了，a french consultant came to visit our booth, got a slight opportunity to stay in France. I might have a chance to work between the chinese suppliers and the french buyers in France or in China.  So here comes the FIRST TIME EVER french interview in my life......

Can't remember what I've said, it was completely a mess... I dont know how to convey my language strength and a good understanding both in french n chinese market...

Everything seemed to be a harzzard......

I'm now trying to finish my "very formal" french resume tonight with 3 hours sleep last night due to the Paris walking tour for my friend's company until 1am and I continued writing my resume until 4:30......

I really dont know what I was doing... having so much sleep, taking so many rests in Madrid, eventhough I was always worried abt my job search process, and these days in Paris wondering around in the exhibition and downtown Paris, taking care of my friend n her collegues, finding restaurant, and not knowing where I'm going to be next.......it's so complicated to tell how I feel now....

poor me...

I think I'll never learn how to relex myself, and this can be a threat to my health in my future career...I wanna be positive, I wanna proove that I'm capable, self-motivated,

But somehow, after 10 months staying in France, I dont even know how much I've changed......

the tough future is coming, and I still dont know which sector suits me...

going to send my resume later, last chance staying in France, who wants me? anyone who can offer me a job???